this is hugh dancy. cute leh look at those dreamy green eyes. and for more viewing pleasure:
douya i know you just want to rape him! all of you should go watch confessions of a shopaholic and you will fall in love with him <3
and chace okay so random.
love you like a sister;
2:19 am
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i will find and buy the pentel caplet one day, like the whole set. i can't believe i lost it mysteriously like last last year. grrrr that pencil was like 8 years old. i think it sells in thailand and china eh. omg! now how do i get it?
oh ya i'm also looking for a nice pink ball point pen. anyone remember those papermate pink ones we used to have in primary school?
love you like a sister;
8:42 pm
Sunday, March 22, 2009
it's okay. it's just about getting used to it. i've done this so many times before. i should know better.
*edit anyway this is another thing: i know it's something you can't understand so there's no point telling you. even as i'm trying to tell you now, it's obvious you really don't see how this whole thing works. you don't even understand me well enough and your whole perception of stuff is quite shallow. you are too rational. you see everything as functions. you just don't get it. but it's okay cos so many times you haven't gotten me, and there's really nothing new to that. you just keep on thinking you know me very well and that you're right okay? just go live in your own opinions.
and to you: i'm glad you can see it even though you're younger. it keeps me sane.
In a way, I need a change From this burnout scene Another time, another town Another everything But it's always back to you
Stumble out, in the night From the pouring rain Made the block, sat and thought There's more I need It's always back to you
But I'm good without ya Yeah, I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered I always turn the car around
I had no idea that the night Would take so damn long Took it out, on the street While the rain still falls Push me back to you
But I'm good without ya Yeah, I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered I always turn the car around
Give it up, give it up, baby Give it up, give it up, now Now
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around All that I feel is the realness I'm faking Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting Always turn the car around
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around
Don't wanna turn that car around I gotta turn this thing around
i have a barrier. it's going to take time. it's killing me softly but i have to face it and try to be rational. but i just can't be rational. i can't chase those feelings away as much as i want to. i'm like practically stuck in time. who's to know?
it's kind of sad when i sign in to msn and see the number of ppl online but have nobody to talk to. seriously. there's just nothing much i really want to say. sometimes there are things that happen in life which kind of leaves me feeling really stoned for months. or sometimes there is no apparent reason at all. it kind of reminds me of sec 3/4 days when i used to watch planes. there was just this part of me that felt so empty and i always felt slightly liberated whenever i saw the planes take off. i haven't done that in a long time. and now, i'm going to turn 21 in a few months time. it's been like what 6 years? i suddenly remember this feeling. the feeling of staring into space and then getting nothing back. it's still as scary.
there is just something wrong in my life and i don't know what. or maybe, i am just really pms-ing big time. sorry.
douya i know you just want to rape him! all of you should go watch confessions of a shopaholic and you will fall in love with him <3
and chace okay so random.
i will find and buy the pentel caplet one day, like the whole set. i can't believe i lost it mysteriously like last last year. grrrr that pencil was like 8 years old. i think it sells in thailand and china eh. omg! now how do i get it?
haha so cute. cherie how did you even chance upon this? so random.