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Tuesday, March 31, 2009


this is hugh dancy. cute leh look at those dreamy green eyes. and for more viewing pleasure:

douya i know you just want to rape him! all of you should go watch confessions of a shopaholic and you will fall in love with him <3

and chace okay so random.

love you like a sister;
2:19 am

Sunday, March 29, 2009

i will find and buy the pentel caplet one day, like the whole set. i can't believe i lost it mysteriously like last last year. grrrr that pencil was like 8 years old. i think it sells in thailand and china eh. omg! now how do i get it?

oh ya i'm also looking for a nice pink ball point pen. anyone remember those papermate pink ones we used to have in primary school?

love you like a sister;
8:42 pm

Sunday, March 22, 2009

it's okay. it's just about getting used to it. i've done this so many times before. i should know better.

*edit
anyway this is another thing: i know it's something you can't understand so there's no point telling you. even as i'm trying to tell you now, it's obvious you really don't see how this whole thing works. you don't even understand me well enough and your whole perception of stuff is quite shallow. you are too rational. you see everything as functions. you just don't get it. but it's okay cos so many times you haven't gotten me, and there's really nothing new to that. you just keep on thinking you know me very well and that you're right okay? just go live in your own opinions.

and to you: i'm glad you can see it even though you're younger. it keeps me sane.

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love you like a sister;
4:10 am

Saturday, March 21, 2009

irmyawttcbbtwtwb
bttdwywsawwshalwflwhtww

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love you like a sister;
1:58 am

Friday, March 20, 2009

the good life is a limited and self-limiting life.

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love you like a sister;
3:01 am

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

i have found a new motto for myself as of today and it feels good alr :) i should thrive on this feeling everyday. just keep reminding myself.

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love you like a sister;
5:33 am

Monday, March 16, 2009

it doesn't matter, does it? even as we talk.

haha so cute. cherie how did you even chance upon this? so random.

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love you like a sister;
3:00 am

Sunday, March 15, 2009

In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town
Another everything
But it's always back to you

Stumble out, in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
Push me back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

Give it up, give it up, baby
Give it up, give it up, now
Now

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting
Always turn the car around

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around

Don't wanna turn that car around
I gotta turn this thing around

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love you like a sister;
5:04 am

Saturday, March 14, 2009

i have a barrier. it's going to take time. it's killing me softly but i have to face it and try to be rational. but i just can't be rational. i can't chase those feelings away as much as i want to. i'm like practically stuck in time. who's to know?

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love you like a sister;
4:43 pm

Friday, March 13, 2009

it shouldn't be instrumental orientation, it should be intrinsic orientaion.

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love you like a sister;
2:20 am

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

sigh oh sigh. the images, feelings and thoughts so vivid.

what is wrong with meeee

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love you like a sister;
12:26 am

Sunday, March 08, 2009

i need a hug even if i feel guan yin. but it's okay i probably won't need it anymore tmr. next time then.

self-worth, self-correct, self-secure

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love you like a sister;
10:32 pm

Saturday, March 07, 2009

all the reasons and excuses that i accepted. i will just be watching.

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love you like a sister;
3:37 pm

it's kind of sad when i sign in to msn and see the number of ppl online but have nobody to talk to. seriously. there's just nothing much i really want to say. sometimes there are things that happen in life which kind of leaves me feeling really stoned for months. or sometimes there is no apparent reason at all. it kind of reminds me of sec 3/4 days when i used to watch planes. there was just this part of me that felt so empty and i always felt slightly liberated whenever i saw the planes take off. i haven't done that in a long time. and now, i'm going to turn 21 in a few months time. it's been like what 6 years? i suddenly remember this feeling. the feeling of staring into space and then getting nothing back. it's still as scary.

there is just something wrong in my life and i don't know what. or maybe, i am just really pms-ing big time. sorry.

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love you like a sister;
1:21 am

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

i wonder how it feels like to become someone that you used to hate. i hope i will never ever be there and i will make sure it won't happen.

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love you like a sister;
11:34 pm

Monday, March 02, 2009

a nice song from the movie He's Just Not That Into You :)

love you like a sister;
12:27 am


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